Thursday, February 11, 2016

growing up is complicated

hye dude. assalamualaikum. lama tak update kan? but who cares? no one~ no one~ *bunyik lagu Alicia Keys. lol


have you ever think, what you do now is not what you want? mengada ek perasaan ni. tak suka tau. TAPI thats what I feel right now. feel boring to proceed things that I'm not into it. ala-ala "kerana terpaksa aku relakan?" hah gitteww.


it was like kalau kau amik kapak dan belah dada aku memang kau tak nampak pun Sains di situ. yang ada cuma Art, Design, Business, Words.


aku pernah baca satu quotes ni, it says :
"nothing is worth, if you are not happy"


terus aku rasa sedih dan sayu sebab tak fight for my dreams. I let everyone decide everything for me. that time maybe I was too young too dumb to realize. too much things I wanna try, I love to try new thing, I've found everything interesting. so, everyone be like, "kau tengok tu, nak tu. kang tengok benda lain, suka yang tu pulak." hmmm


shit. just shit. it just a BIG BIG mistake from my past. theres no more use of running, this is something i've gotta face~ sabar la nok. sikitt lagi. sikit lagi.